Thoughts

It felt like dropping a piece of glass from a 12 storey building
I know it was me & myself to blame
I’ve always been pessimistic, never believed in good things
It makes it easier to move on
Never get attached, this will save you time to pack and go
Freeze your brain, stop your heart. CONTROL is the word
I wonder why it hurts!
Does it hurt coz I cared enough to get attached
Or for not being able to win a friend?!
May be a bit of both…..
But we’ll never know now

Rage rising inside
Feelings of regret eating me alive
Crying and can’t shed a tear
Feeling that I don’t exist